把所有的爱都留给你

把所有的爱都留给你


每一次离开你
都觉得舍不得
我知道你等我滋味难受
每一次见到你
都想要告诉你
你对我多麽重要
人在天涯心里是你
情话只好放心底
拥抱世界拥抱着你
永远不变我的心
把所有的爱都留给你
把所有思念留给自己
虽然我不能在你身边
我的心希望你能看见
把所有的爱都留给你
多少的风浪自己渡过
希望有一天不再飘泊
我依然听见你对我说
你爱我

到底有誰能夠告訴我

到底有誰能夠告訴我
要怎樣回到從前
有你在我身邊
拿生命換都情願
到底有誰能夠告訴我
要怎樣回到從前
隨風作流浪的夢
和你再相逢
請你告訴我
是誰說最堅強的承諾
如今卻變得脆弱
請你告訴我
是誰說要永遠的等候
如今讓我孤獨地走
轟轟烈烈 風風光光
我又曾經擁有甚麼
來來去去 過過往往
真心付出結果又如何
請告訴我

More Facts That You Might Not About Dogs..

1. Obesity is the #1 health problem among dogs
2. An estimated 1,000,000 dogs in the U.S. have been named as the primary beneficiaries in their owner's will
3. An American Animal Hospital Assoc. poll found that 33% of dog owners admit to talking to their dogs on the phone and leaving answering machine messages for them while away
4. Dog's nose prints are as unique as a human's finger prints and can be used to accurately identify them
5. At the end of the Beatles' song "A Day in the Life", a high-pitched dog whistle was recorded by Paul McCartney for his sheepdog
6. 70% of people sign their pet's name on greeting and holiday cards
7. 58% put pets in family and holiday portraits
8. There are only 350 Cisky Terriers in the world - perhaps the rarest breed
9. The phrase "raining cats and dogs" originated in 17th century England when it is believed that many cats and dogs drowned during heavy periods of rain.
10. Dogs have no sense of "time"
11. Humans have kept dogs as pets for over 12,000 years
12. The largest breed of dog is the Irish Wolfhound
13. The world's smallest dog breed is the Chihuahua
14. The St. Bernard is the heaviest
15. Only dogs and humans have prostates
16. But dogs do not have an appendix
17. Every dog on earth likely descended from a species knows as the Tomarctus - a creature that roamed the earth over 15 million years ago
18. The oldest known breed is likely the Saluki - originally trained by Egyptians to help them track game.
19. In 1957, Laika became the first living being in space via an earth satellite
20. ... while JFK's terrir, Charlie, father 4 puppies with Laika's daughter
21. An African wolf dog known as the basenji is the only dog in the world that cannot bark
22. There are 703 breeds of purebred dogs
23. Dachshunds were originally bred for fighting badgers
24. The world's smartest dogs are thought to be (1) the border collie, (2) the poodle, and (3) the golden retriever
25. ... while the dumbest dog is believed to be the Afghan hound
26. A dog's smell is more than 100,000 times stronger than that of a human's
27. ... which they need because their eyesight is not as keen as a human's.
28. Dogs judge objects first by their movement, then by their brightness, and lastly by their shape
29. Chocolate contains a substance known as theobromine (similar to caffeine) which can kill dogs or at the very least make them violently ill
30. George Washington had thirty six dogs - all foxhounds - with one named Sweetlips
31. All dogs are identical in anatomy - 321 bones and 42 permanent teeth
32. Smaller breeds mature faster than larger breeds
33. Female dogs are only ready to mate - "in heat" - twice a year for a total of roughly 20 days
34. Puppies sleep ninety percent of the day for their first few weeks
35. Rin Tin Tin was the first Hollywood dog star
36. ... and he really signed his movie contracts - all 22 of them - with a pawprint
37. The Wizard of Oz's Toto was played by a female Cairn Terrier named Terry
38. Up until the late 1800's, Collies were known as Scottish Sheepdogs
39. Dogs have two times as many muscles to move their ears as people
40. The longer a dog's nose, the more effective it's internal cooling system
41. An elderly woman was saved by her 12 pound Yorkshire Terrier who fought off an 80 pound Akita and survived with only 9 stitches
42. U.S. Customs dogs "Rocky" and "Barco" were so good at patrolling the border that Mexican drug lords put a $300,000 bounty on their heads
43. Dogs are all direct descendants of wolves
44. Wolves and dogs can mate to produce fertal offspring
45. Female wolves have been known to travel great distances to regurgitate full meals for their hungry pups
46. Cerberus was the tri-headed dog that guarded the underworld in Greek mythology
47. Female dogs bear their young for 60 days before they're born
48. Dogs' sense of hearing is more than ten times more acute than a human's
49. Humans can detect sounds at 20,000 times per second, while dogs can sense frequencies of 30,000 times per second.
50. The earliest dog fossil dates back to nearly 10,000 B.C.
51. Bloodhounds are prized their ability to single out and identify a number of scents simultaneously
52. Dalmatian puppies are born completely white.
53. The Ancient Chinese carried Pekingese puppies in the sleeves of their robes
54. Boxers are so named because of their manner of playing with their front paws
55. All breeds of dog have been found to attack livestock - from 3 month old puppies, all the way up to thirteen year old poodles
56. A dog's heart beats up to 120 times per minute, or 50% faster than the average human heartbeat of 80 times per minute
57. The oldest dog on record - a Queensland "Heeler" named Bluey - was 29 years, 5 months old
58. Davy Crockett had a dog named Sport
59. Dogs were first domesticated by cavemen
60. Dogs live 15 years on average
61. Many foot disorders inn dogs are simply an issue of long toenails
62. More than 5,000,000 puppies are born in the U.S. every year
63. More than 1 in 3 American families own a dog
64. Average body temperature for a dog is 101.2 degrees
65. The Girl Scouts and Boy Scouts both offer merit badges in dog care
66. Dogs are natural pack animals
67. They are naturally submissive to any creature with higher pack status - human or canine
68. Dogs instinctively require the pack leader's approval
69. Dogs with little human contact in the first three months typically don't make good pets
70. The Chihuahua was named after the state in Mexico where they were discovered
71. After birth, puppies' eyes do not fully open until they're about 12 days old
72. Their vision is not fully developed until after the 1st month

Another 10 Facts That You Might Know About Dogs..

1. 15 people die in the U.S. every year from dog bites
2. In 2002 alone, more people in the U.S. were killed by dogs than by sharks in the past 100 years
3. Gidget is the name of the Taco Bell dog
4. Newfoundlands are great swimmers because of their webbed feet
5. Basset Hounds cannot swim
6. Greyhounds are the fastest dogs on earth, with speeds of up to 45 miles per hour
7. Bingo is the name of the dog on the side of the Cracker Jack box
8. The bible mentions dogs 14 times
9. Three dogs survived the sinking of the Titanic - a Newfoundland, a Pomeranian, and a Pekingese
10. The Labrador Retriever is the #1 favorite breed in the U.S., Canada, and the U.K.

11 to 20th Facts That You Might Know About Dogs

1. In Roman times, mastiffs donned light armor and were sent after mounted knights
2. The Russians trained dogs during WWII to run suicide missions with mines strapped to their backs
3. A dog's mouth exerts 150-200 pounds of pressure per square inch
4. ... with some dogs exerting up to 450 pounds per squre inch.
5. A one year old dog is as mature, physically, as a 15 year old human
6. The U.S. has the highest dog population in the world
7. France has the 2nd highest
8. The average city dog lives 3 years longer than a country dog
9. 87% of dog owners say their dog curls up beside them or at their feet while they watch T.V.
10. Dogs can be trained to detect epileptic seizures

Ultimatum.. Maybe..

Having lunch now at Old Town in Alor Star.. Feel very very tired.. My eyes are tired... my shoulder feel tired.. i feel tired with my life too..

Your 'disappearance' in my life suddenly i felt so empty and somehow no meaning at all.. In my heart i felt so lonely and scare.. You have been in my heart for almost 10 months now and out of sudden you're like walking out or pulling out from my life..

Since 3rd of May.. I only have 3 answers from you.. "ya..." from sms.. "no..." from msn... "......S-T-U-P-I-D" from facebook.. Besides that you are totally silence.. you have been like muted by someone or controlled my someone that forbids you from talking to me.. I do not its real..

Even before you went to Sydney.. we are in the freezing period.. But occasionally you still msg me.. and before you board the flight.. we still talk on the phone for 0.44 seconds..

Then after that Mimi came to my life and i needed your advise to cure her.. You did talk to me for a while and advise me.. And this so called 'Legal Letter' pop up for the phone bill and you think that Mr T able to support you in everything.. and clear up your debts..

If you think that he able to support you.. then why not me? Give me at least 2 months more.. Everything will be ok already.. I will able to support you from head to toe... handle all your debts and pay up your phone bills..

Some of my friends do advise me to advise you (my friend would like to talk to you but she dunno you so abit paiseh).. Some car sales man might not as 'colorful' as you think.. because few of my friends are car salesman too.. their words might too 'colorful'.. even them ownself would not believe on what they said.. Seriously one of my friend get cheated.. Please let them prove it to you in black and white before you decide on anything.. ( I wanna tell you this long time ago.. but i scare that i might offend you.. I'm sorry)

But not all car sales ppl are like that.. Some of them still carry moral in them.. (My Honda sales girl is still good)

But if you think of it.. if you are going to certain place far from here.. will Thunder, Lilo and Xiao bai able to follow you wherever you go.. You may miss them.. But now i miss them like i miss you too.. I seriously wanna see them..

Do you know that i wish to spend every weekend with them.. especially Thunder.. he's so smart and beautiful.. i really wanna run and jog with him on the big field every single weekend.. and swim together with him at the dog run... I wanna make him my 'son' too.. and for lilo and Xiao Bai.. i will make them some space so that they can play and sleep on the floor.. They will have bigger space.. i miss them..

My dear.. you are still young and full of energy.. Probably you might wanna have someone that able to company whatever you do.. like play along with you in Disneyland (roller coaster ride or any thrill rides).. how about bungee jumping..? dance and party with you on weekends till the sunrise..? dive together with you and enjoy the beautiful scenery of the corals and colorful aquatic life.. Do you know these are my wishes to be together with you..? These are all the activities i wanna share with you.. This might take a year plus.. but meanwhile i already taking care part of your finance.. and no one is controlling you beside your 3 sons.. (Try to think of it.. )

Somehow i dont wish to tell you how i feel now.. or how important of you in my life.. because i know you do know how important and how serious i am to you...

I love you is not because what we did in 'Lavender' or anything at all or anything before that (Horserider.. Sentosa.. or anywhere we have been to..) That is not part of my love to you.. My love to you is to bring you happiness and smile throughout your whole life... i want you to be beautiful and happy till we both hold hand and sleep till eternity..

I might not have a very exciting and a very colorful life.. But i can lead you a enjoyable and comfortable life..

I love you from the bottom of my heart JW.. I really do..

10 Things You Might Not Know About Dogs..

1 It is a myth that dogs are color blind. They can actually see in color, just not as vividly as humans. It is akin to our vision at dusk.

2 Dogs DO have better low-light vision than humans because of a special light-reflecting layer behind their retinas

3 A German Shepherd guide dog led her blind companion the entire 2100 mile Applachian Trail

4 If never spayed or neutered, a female dog, her mate, and their puppies could product over 66,000 dogs in 6 years!

5 Dogs' only sweat glands are between their paw pads

6 Like human babies, Chihuahuas are born with a soft spot in their skull which closes with age

7 The breed Lundehune has 6 toes and can close its ears

8 Teddy Roosevelt's dog, Pete, ripped a French ambassador's pants off at the White House

9 President Lyndon Johnson had two beagles named Him and Her

10 Franklin Roosevelt spent $15,000 for a destroyer to pick up his Scottie in the Aleutian Islands

Waiting For You.. and I'll Keep On Waiting..

金色的舞鞋伴着音乐 baby你的眼睛是一弯深邃的湖水
哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我晕眩在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you 直到永远


哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you


waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you

Regretted and Regretting..

Dear.. I really regretted that i've asked too much and what i've done.. I know what i've done is unacceptable and make you suffer for the past few months.. I know i should not have ask and control you too much and seriously make me another Larry No 2.. What I've promise you is not working.. I'm sorry.. What i have promise you are not to control and bring you happiness.. But none of this is working...

I did bring you a month or 2 of happiness.. I've seen you smile and laugh really loud when you with me.. and seriously i really would love to continue this smiling and laughing of you through out our life.. I do hope i can spend the rest of my life with you.. you have gave me the confidence and love for me to continue my work.. and as well my life..

Dear.. I promise you i'll not ask you anything regarding your outside activities or anything related.. I will not interrupt anything that you do... Seriously i wont.. I know you need freedom as I'm dun have time and I'm not there all the time.. I should have gave you freedom.. and I know this is the time.. I would do anything in this world for you to talk to me again.. Maybe not in phone but please talk me while we are in msn..

I'm going mad with my parents and i do not have any friends that i can talk with.. Seriously i dun have.. You are the only 1 that i have now to communicate.. But now you are totally keeping quiet and do mind of talking to me again.. I dunno why dear.. Can you please tell me..

You might have something in you mind now.. or you just would like to be alone and enjoy your life now.. I dun mind and you should be doing that.. You are a beautiful woman that need to interact and that's what you do and that really attracts people.. But at least will you talk to me..

Last night i dreamt of myself became very very thin.. and dying soon.. I dunno why i had that dreamt.. Maybe I'm having my meal disorder.. I dun take my meal really regularly.. This is not because you not talking to me or anything but just I dun have the appetite to eat or do anything also.. Now when i work.. I do work with full force.. I dun mind working and find sales.. But when comes to food.. i dun eat much..

Do you still remember when last weekend i came over.. I dun eat much already.. The nasi lemak that we had at the Katong Laksa in Bugis.. I dun even finish that small packet of nasi lemak.. Then after the movie we when to the Xin Wang Restaurant.. I dun feel like eating.. i know i'm hungry.. But my stomach just dun feel like wanna accept any food.. I'm sorry to tell you this but this is not because of you.. (Maybe a little)

I do not need you to share the burden or anything.. but i just want you to listen and talk to me.. The weight of my current job is really heavy and my shoulder could not really hold on if no one are talking to me..

What can I do to make you talk to me again.. I seriously really miss you..

Messy Breakfast..

This morning i had Sausage Mcmuffin with egg.. and also Ice Milo and Hot tea.. (the normal set that we would order) But the feeling was totally different when I'm having with you.. I could feel the warmness when i had it with you.. With you we ate in order and really neat and clean.. You would put the chilli sauce plate a side and put everything in a proper manner.. And the non use item aside.. This morning when i had it.. It was messy without you.. My hands, my serviette, the straw was here and there and been accidentally dip into the chili sauce.. I was so frustrated..

You would have Sausage Mcmuffin with egg and a cup of Hot Tea.. You would dip the tea bag till its nicely brownish and take it out and put it aside.. Then you would tear up the creamer (2 packets) and pour it in.. you would stir and taste it.. your expression i totally recorded it in my mind.. You would ask me to sip the milk the tea.. I do know you wanna let me share the taste of a milk tea.. seriously i love it.. (as i dun like milk tea)

Normally i do not like hash brown as it was kinda oily for such a early morning breakfast.. so i will not eat it.. But this morning when i had the Mcdonald breakfast.. I had the hash brown and it was quite nice.. Actually i just wanna know how you feel when you had the hash brown..

I know its quite silly what i've write here.. but seriously without you is without me.. I do feel like i'm no one.. and needed your help..

i need you my dear..

Best to describe you.. 可爱女人

想要有直升机
想要和你飞到宇宙去
想要和你融化在一起
融化在银河里
我每天每天每天在想想想想着你
这样的甜蜜
让我开始相信命运
感谢地心引力
让我碰到你
漂亮的 让我面红的 可爱女人
温柔的 让我心疼的 可爱女人
聪明的 让我感动的 可爱女人
坏坏的 让我疯狂的 可爱女人
让我面红的 让我面红的
让我心疼的 让我心疼的
让我感动的 让我感动的
让我疯狂的 让我疯狂的
让我面红的 让我面红的
让我心疼的 让我心疼的
让我感动的 让我感动的
让我疯狂的 让我疯狂的
想我有直升机
想要和你飞到宇宙去
想要和你融化在一起
融化在银河里
我每天每天每天在想想想想着你
这样的甜蜜
让我开始相信命运
感谢地心引力
让我碰到你
漂亮的 让我面红的 可爱女人
温柔的 让我心疼的 可爱女人
聪明的 让我感动的 可爱女人
坏坏的 让我疯狂的 可爱女人
世界这样大而我而我
只是只小小小的蚂蚁
但我要尽全力全力全力 保护你
漂亮的 让我面红的 可爱女人
温柔的 让我心疼的 可爱女人
聪明的 让我感动的 可爱女人
坏坏的 让我疯狂的 可爱女人
聪明的 让我感动的


you are my.. 可爱女人

R.I.P. Mimi..

This is where Mimi cremated by my dad.. it might be too late but just that i hope she will be fully fed before she walk away to the place which is better and peaceful.. (I bought her a box of mixed vegetable rice with mainly pork and rice only)

This is how Mimi look like when i brought her back.. She was bleeding and dirty.. I do not know how long she was on the street struggling to find food and shelter..
I seriously will curse the f*cker who did this.. This is f*cking inhuman..

Sunday at around 10am.. my friend Ms Mimi just pass away.. I guess she was suffering when she walk away from this world.. When i heard the news.. My heart really broke down.. I do not what to say or do..

I picked her from the wet market near my factory.. She was bloody and dirty.. Her forehead and right ear was badly injured.. I do not know how to describe the condition of her.. I strictly will swear the owner that let her go.. She was so cute.. The vet told me that she's a Shi-Tsu.. A very good Shi-Tsu because she did not really fight back or anything while receiving treatment.. I guess she was in pain and badly need doctor to help her..

After she received treatment from the vet.. The vet ordered me to spray a medicine on her injured body which was bleeding.. I did and gave her medicine..

The next morning.. there were alot of maggots on the dump tray.. I guess the maggots was from the injured forehead and ears..

Whatever she 'dump' out from her body.. It was so so so smelly.. I cant even stand the smells of it.. With the help of my mom.. we clean her up and let her dry under the sun for a while.. Sprayed her again with the medicine...

More maggots drop on the tray.. so sad to see her in this condition..

But in way she able to eat all the food we gave her.. which is good..

I would like to share this to everybody who is reading this blog (i dunno who will read this) that please take care all the puppies or cats or any pets you have now.. take care with your heart and not feelings.. Those pets you have.. they do not have the real ability to find food on themselves.. They are very fragile and need your good care..

If you adopt or buy the pets back.. please take care your pets with your real heart.. or else do not adopt or buy them back just that you like them at that time.. thats not the way.. The dogs may stay with you for more than 10 to 15 years of time.. Any pets need your companion and heart.. dun left them alone in a wild.. you're letting them wander around in a place where do not know for food and shelter.. that's not the damn way ok.. if you do not want them.. please leave them with SPCA.. or any kind heart ppl that would like to adopt your pet/pets..

I may be kind hearted but you guys out there who leave your pets out there without food and shelter.. you guys are worst than the beast.. As*hole.. Even the animals do know what is blood and life..

Anyway Mimi.. hope you rest in peace which you will find better owner.. may the One up there lead you to a better life next time..

Take care Mimi.. although you're just with me for for 3 to 4 days.. but I do hope to give you all the best things i had..