2 meetings..

Last weekend.. Friday nd and Sat night.. I had 2 meeting with JW..
IT was really short.. but really memorable.. Was not much of a conversation.. She was really quiet.. i do understand.. and do know what she meant..

Friday night.. She had passed me a bag of gifts from Sydney.. I love everything of it.. It was so special.. The t-shirts, the cute red boxer.. the monkey with hearts.. and also the nougats.. it was so yummy.. till now i still remember what she wore on that night when we met at the horse-rider..She was wearing a light green spaghetti stripe and a 3 quarter black pants.. She look absolutely fine with the combination.. I seriously love it..

On the Sat night she was wearing mostly grey... we had Mos burger and went for a movie.. Fast and Furious 4.. The movie was not too bad.. I guess JW kinda like it in a way.. but during the movie my body doesnt seem alright.. i dunno whether you notice or not.. Between my legs.. the muscle keep on cramp.. and the veins were so painful.. i dunno know why.. This is no joke.. Till now i'm kinda scare to go to the doctor to check over the problems.. Anyway. i hope i'm fine.. I dun mind myself to be sick.. but you cannot be sick.. once you're sick.. you gonna break my heart..

That night ended quite alright.. although it was kinda short compare to all the outings we have shared.. i know you were tired also.. Next time if you are really tired.. Rest early ok..

This rainbow was taken when i was my way back from Malacca.. It was raining.. Then the rainbow came out.. But only appear about 2 to 3 min only..

When i was seeing this rainbow.. I hope you were there with me.. the rainbow was so colourful like your personality.. =)

Look how amazing this dust is.. I took this photo through a tinted glass.. Pretty nice hor..

Top 10 Kidnap Listing..

Here's the Top 10 Listing for me to kidnap.. Haha..

Top 10 - Ms Plump Plump (took this pic infront of the "wicked" mirror in Genting Highland.. JW really look cute here)

Top 9 - Ms Mouthstache (took this photo last dec on a Christmas Eve.. was a fun night with you.. without you.. it was nothing at all)

Top 8 - Ms Fair Witch (took this photo at the Night Safari at Singapore.. It was a Halloween night..)

Top 7 - Ms Starbucks (took this photo while we are having coffee at The Cathay.. She was looking at the red cap at New Urban Male.. The cap was pretty cool)

Top 6 - Ms Megastar (took this at The Cathay as well but was outside the toilet.. She was kinda shy at that time.. )

Top 5 - Ms Teddy (took this photo while we are in Genting Highland.. I won the big teddy for her.. i think she kinda like it.. )

Top 4 - Ms Kiddy (Isn't she cute here.. this was taken at the playground nearby JW house.. She really does look like a kid here..)

Top 3 - Ms Pumpkin (Halloween night at Night Safari Singapore.. she smile so charmingly happy here.. i love this photo so much.. )

Top 2 - Ms Smiley (I just love her smile so much.. This pic was taken at BK in Orchard Cineleisure.. You told me that this dress you're wearing was bought in HK.. and you like it so much.. me too..)


Top Priority- Ms Sweet Dreams (She seriously sleep like a baby.. I hope i able to kidnap you so that I able to whisper and kiss you good night everynight for the rest of my life.. )

Gifts from JW..

This is the best gift i ever receive for my birthday.. The cutest gift.. Seriously really cute.. I love it so much dear.. Thank you

This 2 t-shirts are really cool.. I love it so much

This lovely monkey soft toy with heart is really cute too.. But at first look I thought it was something else.. hehe

The nougats and chocolate from Australia.. Really nice.. And JW ate one of the nougat which maroon in color.. Or else the arrangement would be perfect.. Thanks dear..

All the gifts above was in this super nice bags.. When i got this bag from JW.. i was so crazily happy.. I dunno why but just that i know this is from JW.. Thats all.. I love everything of it.. Thanks again dear.. I love you!

Abroad and thinking..

When you're abroad at Sydney for this 5 days.. I try to concentrate on my work and travel as much as possible.. I cant stay at home for a short period also.. I need to travel so that i cant get lonely in my own room.. When i travel i tend to look at alot of things..and think alot of things but anyhow my mind will somehow direct me to you.. your smile and eyes will just energize me and make me so fresh and feel not tired at all.. Actually I have stored some short clips in my head.. so everytime when i miss you or anything that i saw that reminds me of you.. The clips will just automatically play in head..

For example.. when i go mc donald for my meal.. then i'll know if you're there.. you'll surely wrap the serviette along the cup.. and if we are at BK breakfast meals.. no matter what meal you have.. you'll surely spread a little chilly sauce on the burger even on my side and we'll munch together..

I know when we are together we really do enjoy ourselves.. and sometimes i do annoyed you with my stupidity.. Sorry dear..

Different part of the world..

This few days you're so far away from me.. You're at Sydney and i'm at Malaysia different states.. Both of us been traveling around at different part of the world.. And i know i've been quite annoying as in keep on updating you the weather and temperature of Sydney like a weather reporter.. But my motive is to keep you healthy, happy and safe.. I do not want you to catch cold or anything fall sick.. You're my 宝贝..

While i was traveling around at different states of Malaysia.. my mind was just thinking about you.. All i care was just your safety and make sure you're healthy.. do not fall sick.. and pray that you're happy always.. you might be happy but somehow alone at a foreign country doesnt feel very nice at all..

You're the last person in my mind for every night before i sleep.. In my heart i just wanna wish you.. "Sweet dreams and have a good night sleep my dear"

This pic was taken last christmas eve.. We had a great time.. I hope you too dear..
I love this pic to much.. because your smile is really so bright and charming..

0:44 seconds.. and it means alot to me..

Today 17th of April.. The day where JW will fly down south to Sydney for a holiday.. Hope you will enjoy this holiday and I hope is not that rush as last time i went Australia..

The whole purpose i went down to ee-poh is to promote my product and do sales as well.. And directly would like to kill off my competitors products.. My competitor product has been surviving at the fishing equipments market for more than 20 years.. and here i come.. I'm gonna slash all your customers and become mine.. wuahahahahah!!! Just kidding.. but anyway i'm doing my best to get alot of sales..

Today i had a 0.44 seconds of conversation with JW before her flight to Sydney.. really happy that she called.. Thanks dear.. That call really means alot to me.. Although it was a very short one but it was enough to boost my energy..

I love you dear..

This is 1 of happier moments for both of us.. I won a soft toy stitch for JW..
Actually she said that I looked like stitch.. Do i?
But that doesnt matter at all.. The thing that matter is that the beautiful person in this pic makes the whole photo so perfect..

This is the bear bear that i won for her in Genting Highland..
I think she was quite happy with the bear bear i won for her.. Not only 1 but 2 bear bear.. 1 small and 1 big.. and this big bear bear call "2 dollar bear bear".. haha

Alone.. and Breathing

Started my day abit late.. 915am.. because last few days didnt sleep that well.. but last night received 2 messages from JW.. make me feel relieved in a way.. so sleep alitle while more.. took breakfast till 10am.. and went back to my factory to get my staffs get going what's pending..

Pack all the stocks into my vehicle and started my journey to deliver the stocks at about 1030am.. sales for today was not too bad.. able to make 4 figure sales before 1130am.. started journey to Ee-poh at about 12pm..

The weather was pretty hot and sunny.. While i was driving as usual listen to the cd where JW burn for me.. and chew on the gummy.. There were once i almost felt asleep.. Very sien to drive alone.. Before reaching ee-poh manage to stop at few shops and promote my products.. Reached ee-poh at around 6pm.. Thought of wander around but abit tired so look for nice hotel to stay for the night..

Manage to find a few hotels but all kinda filthy.. Then I found this Lucky Hotel.. which is not too bad.. kinda lucky also.. haha. just wonder why there were no windows.. haha.. But the price that i'm paying its pretty reasonable.. Below RM80..

At night around 930.. went down to grab my dinner.. Walk around the town but could not find any food (all the shops here closes kinda early).. This feelings walking around in a foreign places with all unfamiliar faces.. This is not a nice feeling.. I feel very lonely my dear.. I seriously i hope i had you to talk to.. to share everything single things in my mind.. I miss your voice.. Its already the 6th days i did not hear your voice..

i got myself a big gulp while i was walking around ee-poh town alone then..

i found this shop who offer massage services call "Small Wild Cat".. pretty funny.. haha
Very classic leh..

Around 10pm.. manage to get to 7-11 and got myself a Big-Gulp.. my favorite drinks (coke of course).. Then ask the cashier where is nearest restaurant or kopitiam.. It was just around the corner.. 'Ta pau' a packet of nasi lemak and milo ice.. The food was not too bad.. But could not finish it.. Dun have the appetite to eat.. Just wanna lay down on the bed and think about you..

My mind keep on flasing on our Sentosa Island trip (not the night.. but the morning we were taking some really nice photos).. That night at Sentosa we had supper at 7-11, Pahlawan beach.. The food was not too bad at all.. We got ourselves a mat and try to get a nice spot to sit and relax.. and remember the coconut throwing 'challenge'.. It was kinda embarrassed.. I supposed to throw the hollow coconut shell to reach the other side of the beach (Its kinda near) but the coconut was hollow.. so abit hard in a way.. But i really enjoy the whole trip..

That night was not supposed to spend a night out but we were at Vivocity do not know what to do.. But end up spending the night and morning there (Actually we sort of miss the last train from Sentosa Island to Vivocity).. and the Starbucks hot hazelnut drink we had in the morning.. it was so delicious and the muffin too..

a cute foot.. taken when we were playing at the Sentosa beach.. Mizz those moments..

This pic was taken when we were having the fruit ice where the kiwi made your tongue
go numb.. You look so cute.. Your smile and eyes just amaze me..

5th day without you.. and its killing me..

5th day and its counting... for how long? i dunno.. it depends on JW when she will forgive me.. I miss you..

Since early in the morning the rain already started to pour heavily.. and has not stop till late in the afternoon... and its been cloudy since then..

Did nothing much today as been a wet day and not much of a mood to travel around.. so went to the bank and settle some bills for the company.. and open up a current account..

But late in the evening.. As usual I sent her a msg on her mobile and she did reply this time.. i was really happy... the time was 7:39pm... I jump off the dining table and almost hit the ceiling.. haha.. So damn happy.. Never been so happy before.. At least for the last 5 days..

In her msg.. she asked to eat well and take care.. really happy about it.. i know she still care about me.. thanks dear..

Isn't she so lovely?.. hehe..
White lily for her.. I guess she loves it.. She kept on smelling and looking at the lily..
That day I did something wrong so a bouquet of lily to apologize for my mistake..

The Heroes of JiaWen

Actually JW is a real animal lover.. has a heart of an angel (even her look already shows that she's an angel).. She has 3 sons in her house.. Now let me introduce to you guys...

The eldest brother Mr Thunder (Siberian Husky).. He's really playful.. love to eat.. love to rest.. but one macho fella..

I miss the time when i run with you Thunder.. the big field and below the MRT railways.. Miss those moments.. I do not know whether I'll still have such a priviledge to run with you anymore.. But lets cross our finger and pray ok.. but you have to cross your legs ya.. hehe take care bro..



Miss JW and the macho guy, Mr Thunder.. what a great combination and partner..


Feeding time.. My fingers almost gone man..


The picture above is Mr Thunder and Mr Cloudy (owner JW eldest brother) resting in a room.. Its dog and cat ok.. in 1 room..

The second brother is Mr Lilo (Pomeranian). This fella really did pissed me off once.. He actually did piss on me while i was watching some reality show with JW.. At first i felt a little warm liquid flowing down on my feet.. then i look at my feet.. i saw one of Mr Lilo back leg was up.. then i jump up.. what a surprised.. haha.. Thank you Mr Lilo.. He's one classy dog..





The youngest son is Mr Xiao Bai. Dun see him as an angel.. So white and furry.. This fella is pretty fierce 1 leh.. He dare to even fight with a dog.. Trust me.. I saw it..


This 2 little fella have fight before.. Although is not a real fight.. but Mr Xiao Bai has the courage for it..

Below is JW past heroes.. I dun have much stories with them.. But aren't both of them so cute..

Mr Bunny..



And Mr Fei Fei (the sleeping guy, below).. JW pick Fei Fei out of the crowd because he's the one sleeping so soundly even being stepped by his companion here and there.. I think he should be very tired fella.. haha..


This Fei Fei was sleeping on top of JW tummy.. Look how cute he is.. (and the tummy too!)

Breakfast on bed!

It was kinda surprised breakfast on bed for my JW after we celebrated my birthday last night.. It was 1040am.. She was sleeping soundly and i whisper to her ear that i'm going down to get something.. When i get up to the room.. slowly enter the room and put the breakfast infront of her.. Slowly wake her up.. Turn on the lights and ta da! I hope you like the surprised dear.. For me i love it because every moment of it was superb.. Especially when you prepared me the a little bread with blueberry jam.. it was so nice.. even now i remember the taste of it.. Never had such a nice breakfast.. The breakfast was fine.. but the person that I'm with had the perfect the moment.. Muacks!!!

4th Day..

Today did nothing much as I was kinda tired from last few days traveling.. Started my day at around 845.. I skip breakfast and rush some documentations in a 15 mins.. then need to rush out and send some goods to my 'home' staffs .. and took back some of the ready goods to deliver back to my factory.. Arrange some work procedure for my dad and some of my staffs..
I took 6 hours break after that.. Need to do something for her, JW.. Went to Butterworth, Sunway Carnival Mall to get some stuffs.. Some stuffs that she might need to use while she travel to Sydney..
The whole rush here and there.. rush to work.. rush to Sunway Carnival Mall.. Almost skip my lunch too.. then i remember i havent eat for the whole day.. so went to Mc Donalds and took my lunch at 3 plus (Cheese Burger meal).. Didnt manage to finish the whole meal too.. Not much of a appetite..
Then went back to the factory at around 4pm.. Had a meeting with my dad and another partner for another of dad's company.. Need to discuss on the production and sales..
Ok.. This sounds alittle too bored to read anymore.. Lets skip this..

While I was traveling around Malaysia and Singapore from Day1 that you had burn the CD (silly 1) for me.. I have keep on listening to that cd every single day when i hop in to that vehicle.. i've never ejected the cd out.. only sometimes when the stupid player wont read the cd...
That cd currently had a little scratch beneath.. i'm really trying my best to maintain the best conditions of the cd.. sometimes the cd skip while playing and i felt sad and asked myself 'Another 3 to 6 months is this cd going to get fully scratch?'.. I seriously do not dare to answer myself..
Now I'm trying my best to maintain every single gift that you have gave me.. the watch that you bought for me from HK.. Skull.. the strap is going to worn off.. but i'm putting super glue and cleaning it every single day after i wear it..
The Gillette shaver and Gatsby hair clay that you have bought for me in early Dec.. I'm using it every single day.. but the hair clay left abit only.. i cant really used it anymore.. and the shaver is not that sharp anymore but I'm still using it everyday...
All the stuffs that I've mentioned here is not too show how much I care.. but is to show much i love to be with you..


This is the happiest moment.. we sat at the left corner of McDonalds in Civic Center Woodlands..
We had our dinner there and took both our watch out and snap it.. so sweet..

3rd Day..

Hi Guys!.. I'm pretty new in blogging.. and seriously i hardly view or read others people blogs.. Pretty lazy to read after a hard day's at work.
Anyway.. today is the 3rd Day without you my JW.. No news.. No calls.. No Messages.. Its pretty hard for me to start my everyday my dear..
Today 13th of April.. just came back from Kelantan and Terenganu for my business trip.. went both of this places to do new sales and visit some of my previous customers..
Started my journey to come back at around 745am from Kelantan.. I have drive at least 12 hours and a half to reach back my place in Kulim, Kedah.. Approximately 700km I have travel..
Just now when i was driving back.. the road from Kota Bharu to Grik was really dangerous.. the road was narrow and slippery (raining since afternoon).. it was really really dark and it was in the jungle.. (the time i reach that place was around 6pm+.. Its getting dark and creepy.. Serious! no joke..) The road was really quiet.. i just scare that the wild elephants and other animals will be on the road and block my way.. But thank god it was kinda clear.. but not as clear as i thought.. haha.. i saw alot of big pile of elephants sh*ts along the road.. Seriously it was really disgusting..
During this journey to and back.. Beside business was in my mind.. The second was you.. All the memories keep on playing in my mind.. The freshest memories was last week.. my birthday and the weekend..
(Thats why i able to drive 12 hours without stopping and not feeling tired.. You were 'there' in the car with me..) =)
You have companied me for 2 days.. we celebrated my birthday with a cake, some doughnuts and drinks.. its very sweet and lovely.. i really love it and enjoy every single moment with you.. It was very cozy evening..
You have perfect the moment and me.. Without you.. it was nothing at all..
We had a nice and teary talk after that.. I need that kind of talk to talk things out..
I do know now is a time where you need to cool off.. You have been quite pressured.. I'm so sorry.. and i'm really sincere about it.. No matter how long do i need to wait.. I will wait for you..
You have planted a seed in me.. a seed of luv.. which is growing now.. I do hope this tree will have 'peaches' after growing from it..
You take care my dear.. No matter what happen now or in the future.. i will always be with you.. Just call me anytime that you want.. my phone will never be off..
I love you! (i'm sorry that this blog maybe not for all ppl.. It might just dedicated to my love one.. JW)


This facebook page i took using my phone camera because it was the birthday wish from JW.. I afraid that facebook will discard the older post.. I want it to be remain in my memory.. Thanks dear..

This so called mountain i took while i was driving back alone.. The weather at the east coast is really unpredictable.. and always really wet.. Rain! Rain! Rain! But its quite a nice scenery..