A moment..

The objective of creating this blog was to remember every path that we have been through.. no matter it was a sweet smilling moments or tearful heartbreaking moments.. i just want to write it down here and remember every footsteps we have made..

28thJuly 2009 Warm Night.. I was in Alor Star (Northern part of M'sia) doing my business calls.. In my heart I have never let you out.. you 're still in my heart.. I started to msg you because you were not online.. Your modem was spoilt.. Waiting for the Starhub technician to fix it..

We msg each other till midnight.. I wanted to call you and listen to your voice.. I called.. and you PICK UP.. Your first word was "Hallo" with a very cute tone... That word and tone instantly melt my broken heart.. The happiness within me was undescriable.. no words no sentence or action able to describe my feeling at that point of time..

Chatted till almost sunrise.. Alot of thing we shared.. what went wrong with our relationship.. how was my days without you.. what have you done with your buddies..close friends..sista and friends during the days without me.. I almost broke down and cry.. to my heart it was touching yet happy.. we did shared something all the while that we did not shared before we broke off the last time.. all the questions that was in my heart for few months all been answered.. it was a real relieved..

Our relationship pick up from there.. that exact moment.. my life start to ignite from that moment on as well.. you make me laugh.. you make me worried.. you make me cant eat.. you make me everything i could be.. from that moment on.. i know YOU have make my life bright and shiny again..

THANK YOU DEAR..

all the photos above is on the 1st and 2nd of Aug weekend.. The first ever brunch after 2 months.. This brunch was in Toni's Romas Restaurant, Orchard..

I love the food.. i love the environment.. and the most important this was the person i have this brunch with.. It was just amazing..

2nd Chapter

This blog will soon continue post some interesting stories again.. hehe

把所有的爱都留给你

把所有的爱都留给你


每一次离开你
都觉得舍不得
我知道你等我滋味难受
每一次见到你
都想要告诉你
你对我多麽重要
人在天涯心里是你
情话只好放心底
拥抱世界拥抱着你
永远不变我的心
把所有的爱都留给你
把所有思念留给自己
虽然我不能在你身边
我的心希望你能看见
把所有的爱都留给你
多少的风浪自己渡过
希望有一天不再飘泊
我依然听见你对我说
你爱我

到底有誰能夠告訴我

到底有誰能夠告訴我
要怎樣回到從前
有你在我身邊
拿生命換都情願
到底有誰能夠告訴我
要怎樣回到從前
隨風作流浪的夢
和你再相逢
請你告訴我
是誰說最堅強的承諾
如今卻變得脆弱
請你告訴我
是誰說要永遠的等候
如今讓我孤獨地走
轟轟烈烈 風風光光
我又曾經擁有甚麼
來來去去 過過往往
真心付出結果又如何
請告訴我

More Facts That You Might Not About Dogs..

1. Obesity is the #1 health problem among dogs
2. An estimated 1,000,000 dogs in the U.S. have been named as the primary beneficiaries in their owner's will
3. An American Animal Hospital Assoc. poll found that 33% of dog owners admit to talking to their dogs on the phone and leaving answering machine messages for them while away
4. Dog's nose prints are as unique as a human's finger prints and can be used to accurately identify them
5. At the end of the Beatles' song "A Day in the Life", a high-pitched dog whistle was recorded by Paul McCartney for his sheepdog
6. 70% of people sign their pet's name on greeting and holiday cards
7. 58% put pets in family and holiday portraits
8. There are only 350 Cisky Terriers in the world - perhaps the rarest breed
9. The phrase "raining cats and dogs" originated in 17th century England when it is believed that many cats and dogs drowned during heavy periods of rain.
10. Dogs have no sense of "time"
11. Humans have kept dogs as pets for over 12,000 years
12. The largest breed of dog is the Irish Wolfhound
13. The world's smallest dog breed is the Chihuahua
14. The St. Bernard is the heaviest
15. Only dogs and humans have prostates
16. But dogs do not have an appendix
17. Every dog on earth likely descended from a species knows as the Tomarctus - a creature that roamed the earth over 15 million years ago
18. The oldest known breed is likely the Saluki - originally trained by Egyptians to help them track game.
19. In 1957, Laika became the first living being in space via an earth satellite
20. ... while JFK's terrir, Charlie, father 4 puppies with Laika's daughter
21. An African wolf dog known as the basenji is the only dog in the world that cannot bark
22. There are 703 breeds of purebred dogs
23. Dachshunds were originally bred for fighting badgers
24. The world's smartest dogs are thought to be (1) the border collie, (2) the poodle, and (3) the golden retriever
25. ... while the dumbest dog is believed to be the Afghan hound
26. A dog's smell is more than 100,000 times stronger than that of a human's
27. ... which they need because their eyesight is not as keen as a human's.
28. Dogs judge objects first by their movement, then by their brightness, and lastly by their shape
29. Chocolate contains a substance known as theobromine (similar to caffeine) which can kill dogs or at the very least make them violently ill
30. George Washington had thirty six dogs - all foxhounds - with one named Sweetlips
31. All dogs are identical in anatomy - 321 bones and 42 permanent teeth
32. Smaller breeds mature faster than larger breeds
33. Female dogs are only ready to mate - "in heat" - twice a year for a total of roughly 20 days
34. Puppies sleep ninety percent of the day for their first few weeks
35. Rin Tin Tin was the first Hollywood dog star
36. ... and he really signed his movie contracts - all 22 of them - with a pawprint
37. The Wizard of Oz's Toto was played by a female Cairn Terrier named Terry
38. Up until the late 1800's, Collies were known as Scottish Sheepdogs
39. Dogs have two times as many muscles to move their ears as people
40. The longer a dog's nose, the more effective it's internal cooling system
41. An elderly woman was saved by her 12 pound Yorkshire Terrier who fought off an 80 pound Akita and survived with only 9 stitches
42. U.S. Customs dogs "Rocky" and "Barco" were so good at patrolling the border that Mexican drug lords put a $300,000 bounty on their heads
43. Dogs are all direct descendants of wolves
44. Wolves and dogs can mate to produce fertal offspring
45. Female wolves have been known to travel great distances to regurgitate full meals for their hungry pups
46. Cerberus was the tri-headed dog that guarded the underworld in Greek mythology
47. Female dogs bear their young for 60 days before they're born
48. Dogs' sense of hearing is more than ten times more acute than a human's
49. Humans can detect sounds at 20,000 times per second, while dogs can sense frequencies of 30,000 times per second.
50. The earliest dog fossil dates back to nearly 10,000 B.C.
51. Bloodhounds are prized their ability to single out and identify a number of scents simultaneously
52. Dalmatian puppies are born completely white.
53. The Ancient Chinese carried Pekingese puppies in the sleeves of their robes
54. Boxers are so named because of their manner of playing with their front paws
55. All breeds of dog have been found to attack livestock - from 3 month old puppies, all the way up to thirteen year old poodles
56. A dog's heart beats up to 120 times per minute, or 50% faster than the average human heartbeat of 80 times per minute
57. The oldest dog on record - a Queensland "Heeler" named Bluey - was 29 years, 5 months old
58. Davy Crockett had a dog named Sport
59. Dogs were first domesticated by cavemen
60. Dogs live 15 years on average
61. Many foot disorders inn dogs are simply an issue of long toenails
62. More than 5,000,000 puppies are born in the U.S. every year
63. More than 1 in 3 American families own a dog
64. Average body temperature for a dog is 101.2 degrees
65. The Girl Scouts and Boy Scouts both offer merit badges in dog care
66. Dogs are natural pack animals
67. They are naturally submissive to any creature with higher pack status - human or canine
68. Dogs instinctively require the pack leader's approval
69. Dogs with little human contact in the first three months typically don't make good pets
70. The Chihuahua was named after the state in Mexico where they were discovered
71. After birth, puppies' eyes do not fully open until they're about 12 days old
72. Their vision is not fully developed until after the 1st month

Another 10 Facts That You Might Know About Dogs..

1. 15 people die in the U.S. every year from dog bites
2. In 2002 alone, more people in the U.S. were killed by dogs than by sharks in the past 100 years
3. Gidget is the name of the Taco Bell dog
4. Newfoundlands are great swimmers because of their webbed feet
5. Basset Hounds cannot swim
6. Greyhounds are the fastest dogs on earth, with speeds of up to 45 miles per hour
7. Bingo is the name of the dog on the side of the Cracker Jack box
8. The bible mentions dogs 14 times
9. Three dogs survived the sinking of the Titanic - a Newfoundland, a Pomeranian, and a Pekingese
10. The Labrador Retriever is the #1 favorite breed in the U.S., Canada, and the U.K.

11 to 20th Facts That You Might Know About Dogs

1. In Roman times, mastiffs donned light armor and were sent after mounted knights
2. The Russians trained dogs during WWII to run suicide missions with mines strapped to their backs
3. A dog's mouth exerts 150-200 pounds of pressure per square inch
4. ... with some dogs exerting up to 450 pounds per squre inch.
5. A one year old dog is as mature, physically, as a 15 year old human
6. The U.S. has the highest dog population in the world
7. France has the 2nd highest
8. The average city dog lives 3 years longer than a country dog
9. 87% of dog owners say their dog curls up beside them or at their feet while they watch T.V.
10. Dogs can be trained to detect epileptic seizures

Ultimatum.. Maybe..

Having lunch now at Old Town in Alor Star.. Feel very very tired.. My eyes are tired... my shoulder feel tired.. i feel tired with my life too..

Your 'disappearance' in my life suddenly i felt so empty and somehow no meaning at all.. In my heart i felt so lonely and scare.. You have been in my heart for almost 10 months now and out of sudden you're like walking out or pulling out from my life..

Since 3rd of May.. I only have 3 answers from you.. "ya..." from sms.. "no..." from msn... "......S-T-U-P-I-D" from facebook.. Besides that you are totally silence.. you have been like muted by someone or controlled my someone that forbids you from talking to me.. I do not its real..

Even before you went to Sydney.. we are in the freezing period.. But occasionally you still msg me.. and before you board the flight.. we still talk on the phone for 0.44 seconds..

Then after that Mimi came to my life and i needed your advise to cure her.. You did talk to me for a while and advise me.. And this so called 'Legal Letter' pop up for the phone bill and you think that Mr T able to support you in everything.. and clear up your debts..

If you think that he able to support you.. then why not me? Give me at least 2 months more.. Everything will be ok already.. I will able to support you from head to toe... handle all your debts and pay up your phone bills..

Some of my friends do advise me to advise you (my friend would like to talk to you but she dunno you so abit paiseh).. Some car sales man might not as 'colorful' as you think.. because few of my friends are car salesman too.. their words might too 'colorful'.. even them ownself would not believe on what they said.. Seriously one of my friend get cheated.. Please let them prove it to you in black and white before you decide on anything.. ( I wanna tell you this long time ago.. but i scare that i might offend you.. I'm sorry)

But not all car sales ppl are like that.. Some of them still carry moral in them.. (My Honda sales girl is still good)

But if you think of it.. if you are going to certain place far from here.. will Thunder, Lilo and Xiao bai able to follow you wherever you go.. You may miss them.. But now i miss them like i miss you too.. I seriously wanna see them..

Do you know that i wish to spend every weekend with them.. especially Thunder.. he's so smart and beautiful.. i really wanna run and jog with him on the big field every single weekend.. and swim together with him at the dog run... I wanna make him my 'son' too.. and for lilo and Xiao Bai.. i will make them some space so that they can play and sleep on the floor.. They will have bigger space.. i miss them..

My dear.. you are still young and full of energy.. Probably you might wanna have someone that able to company whatever you do.. like play along with you in Disneyland (roller coaster ride or any thrill rides).. how about bungee jumping..? dance and party with you on weekends till the sunrise..? dive together with you and enjoy the beautiful scenery of the corals and colorful aquatic life.. Do you know these are my wishes to be together with you..? These are all the activities i wanna share with you.. This might take a year plus.. but meanwhile i already taking care part of your finance.. and no one is controlling you beside your 3 sons.. (Try to think of it.. )

Somehow i dont wish to tell you how i feel now.. or how important of you in my life.. because i know you do know how important and how serious i am to you...

I love you is not because what we did in 'Lavender' or anything at all or anything before that (Horserider.. Sentosa.. or anywhere we have been to..) That is not part of my love to you.. My love to you is to bring you happiness and smile throughout your whole life... i want you to be beautiful and happy till we both hold hand and sleep till eternity..

I might not have a very exciting and a very colorful life.. But i can lead you a enjoyable and comfortable life..

I love you from the bottom of my heart JW.. I really do..

10 Things You Might Not Know About Dogs..

1 It is a myth that dogs are color blind. They can actually see in color, just not as vividly as humans. It is akin to our vision at dusk.

2 Dogs DO have better low-light vision than humans because of a special light-reflecting layer behind their retinas

3 A German Shepherd guide dog led her blind companion the entire 2100 mile Applachian Trail

4 If never spayed or neutered, a female dog, her mate, and their puppies could product over 66,000 dogs in 6 years!

5 Dogs' only sweat glands are between their paw pads

6 Like human babies, Chihuahuas are born with a soft spot in their skull which closes with age

7 The breed Lundehune has 6 toes and can close its ears

8 Teddy Roosevelt's dog, Pete, ripped a French ambassador's pants off at the White House

9 President Lyndon Johnson had two beagles named Him and Her

10 Franklin Roosevelt spent $15,000 for a destroyer to pick up his Scottie in the Aleutian Islands

Waiting For You.. and I'll Keep On Waiting..

金色的舞鞋伴着音乐 baby你的眼睛是一弯深邃的湖水
哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我晕眩在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you 直到永远


哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you


waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you

Regretted and Regretting..

Dear.. I really regretted that i've asked too much and what i've done.. I know what i've done is unacceptable and make you suffer for the past few months.. I know i should not have ask and control you too much and seriously make me another Larry No 2.. What I've promise you is not working.. I'm sorry.. What i have promise you are not to control and bring you happiness.. But none of this is working...

I did bring you a month or 2 of happiness.. I've seen you smile and laugh really loud when you with me.. and seriously i really would love to continue this smiling and laughing of you through out our life.. I do hope i can spend the rest of my life with you.. you have gave me the confidence and love for me to continue my work.. and as well my life..

Dear.. I promise you i'll not ask you anything regarding your outside activities or anything related.. I will not interrupt anything that you do... Seriously i wont.. I know you need freedom as I'm dun have time and I'm not there all the time.. I should have gave you freedom.. and I know this is the time.. I would do anything in this world for you to talk to me again.. Maybe not in phone but please talk me while we are in msn..

I'm going mad with my parents and i do not have any friends that i can talk with.. Seriously i dun have.. You are the only 1 that i have now to communicate.. But now you are totally keeping quiet and do mind of talking to me again.. I dunno why dear.. Can you please tell me..

You might have something in you mind now.. or you just would like to be alone and enjoy your life now.. I dun mind and you should be doing that.. You are a beautiful woman that need to interact and that's what you do and that really attracts people.. But at least will you talk to me..

Last night i dreamt of myself became very very thin.. and dying soon.. I dunno why i had that dreamt.. Maybe I'm having my meal disorder.. I dun take my meal really regularly.. This is not because you not talking to me or anything but just I dun have the appetite to eat or do anything also.. Now when i work.. I do work with full force.. I dun mind working and find sales.. But when comes to food.. i dun eat much..

Do you still remember when last weekend i came over.. I dun eat much already.. The nasi lemak that we had at the Katong Laksa in Bugis.. I dun even finish that small packet of nasi lemak.. Then after the movie we when to the Xin Wang Restaurant.. I dun feel like eating.. i know i'm hungry.. But my stomach just dun feel like wanna accept any food.. I'm sorry to tell you this but this is not because of you.. (Maybe a little)

I do not need you to share the burden or anything.. but i just want you to listen and talk to me.. The weight of my current job is really heavy and my shoulder could not really hold on if no one are talking to me..

What can I do to make you talk to me again.. I seriously really miss you..

Messy Breakfast..

This morning i had Sausage Mcmuffin with egg.. and also Ice Milo and Hot tea.. (the normal set that we would order) But the feeling was totally different when I'm having with you.. I could feel the warmness when i had it with you.. With you we ate in order and really neat and clean.. You would put the chilli sauce plate a side and put everything in a proper manner.. And the non use item aside.. This morning when i had it.. It was messy without you.. My hands, my serviette, the straw was here and there and been accidentally dip into the chili sauce.. I was so frustrated..

You would have Sausage Mcmuffin with egg and a cup of Hot Tea.. You would dip the tea bag till its nicely brownish and take it out and put it aside.. Then you would tear up the creamer (2 packets) and pour it in.. you would stir and taste it.. your expression i totally recorded it in my mind.. You would ask me to sip the milk the tea.. I do know you wanna let me share the taste of a milk tea.. seriously i love it.. (as i dun like milk tea)

Normally i do not like hash brown as it was kinda oily for such a early morning breakfast.. so i will not eat it.. But this morning when i had the Mcdonald breakfast.. I had the hash brown and it was quite nice.. Actually i just wanna know how you feel when you had the hash brown..

I know its quite silly what i've write here.. but seriously without you is without me.. I do feel like i'm no one.. and needed your help..

i need you my dear..

Best to describe you.. 可爱女人

想要有直升机
想要和你飞到宇宙去
想要和你融化在一起
融化在银河里
我每天每天每天在想想想想着你
这样的甜蜜
让我开始相信命运
感谢地心引力
让我碰到你
漂亮的 让我面红的 可爱女人
温柔的 让我心疼的 可爱女人
聪明的 让我感动的 可爱女人
坏坏的 让我疯狂的 可爱女人
让我面红的 让我面红的
让我心疼的 让我心疼的
让我感动的 让我感动的
让我疯狂的 让我疯狂的
让我面红的 让我面红的
让我心疼的 让我心疼的
让我感动的 让我感动的
让我疯狂的 让我疯狂的
想我有直升机
想要和你飞到宇宙去
想要和你融化在一起
融化在银河里
我每天每天每天在想想想想着你
这样的甜蜜
让我开始相信命运
感谢地心引力
让我碰到你
漂亮的 让我面红的 可爱女人
温柔的 让我心疼的 可爱女人
聪明的 让我感动的 可爱女人
坏坏的 让我疯狂的 可爱女人
世界这样大而我而我
只是只小小小的蚂蚁
但我要尽全力全力全力 保护你
漂亮的 让我面红的 可爱女人
温柔的 让我心疼的 可爱女人
聪明的 让我感动的 可爱女人
坏坏的 让我疯狂的 可爱女人
聪明的 让我感动的


you are my.. 可爱女人

R.I.P. Mimi..

This is where Mimi cremated by my dad.. it might be too late but just that i hope she will be fully fed before she walk away to the place which is better and peaceful.. (I bought her a box of mixed vegetable rice with mainly pork and rice only)

This is how Mimi look like when i brought her back.. She was bleeding and dirty.. I do not know how long she was on the street struggling to find food and shelter..
I seriously will curse the f*cker who did this.. This is f*cking inhuman..

Sunday at around 10am.. my friend Ms Mimi just pass away.. I guess she was suffering when she walk away from this world.. When i heard the news.. My heart really broke down.. I do not what to say or do..

I picked her from the wet market near my factory.. She was bloody and dirty.. Her forehead and right ear was badly injured.. I do not know how to describe the condition of her.. I strictly will swear the owner that let her go.. She was so cute.. The vet told me that she's a Shi-Tsu.. A very good Shi-Tsu because she did not really fight back or anything while receiving treatment.. I guess she was in pain and badly need doctor to help her..

After she received treatment from the vet.. The vet ordered me to spray a medicine on her injured body which was bleeding.. I did and gave her medicine..

The next morning.. there were alot of maggots on the dump tray.. I guess the maggots was from the injured forehead and ears..

Whatever she 'dump' out from her body.. It was so so so smelly.. I cant even stand the smells of it.. With the help of my mom.. we clean her up and let her dry under the sun for a while.. Sprayed her again with the medicine...

More maggots drop on the tray.. so sad to see her in this condition..

But in way she able to eat all the food we gave her.. which is good..

I would like to share this to everybody who is reading this blog (i dunno who will read this) that please take care all the puppies or cats or any pets you have now.. take care with your heart and not feelings.. Those pets you have.. they do not have the real ability to find food on themselves.. They are very fragile and need your good care..

If you adopt or buy the pets back.. please take care your pets with your real heart.. or else do not adopt or buy them back just that you like them at that time.. thats not the way.. The dogs may stay with you for more than 10 to 15 years of time.. Any pets need your companion and heart.. dun left them alone in a wild.. you're letting them wander around in a place where do not know for food and shelter.. that's not the damn way ok.. if you do not want them.. please leave them with SPCA.. or any kind heart ppl that would like to adopt your pet/pets..

I may be kind hearted but you guys out there who leave your pets out there without food and shelter.. you guys are worst than the beast.. As*hole.. Even the animals do know what is blood and life..

Anyway Mimi.. hope you rest in peace which you will find better owner.. may the One up there lead you to a better life next time..

Take care Mimi.. although you're just with me for for 3 to 4 days.. but I do hope to give you all the best things i had..

2 meetings..

Last weekend.. Friday nd and Sat night.. I had 2 meeting with JW..
IT was really short.. but really memorable.. Was not much of a conversation.. She was really quiet.. i do understand.. and do know what she meant..

Friday night.. She had passed me a bag of gifts from Sydney.. I love everything of it.. It was so special.. The t-shirts, the cute red boxer.. the monkey with hearts.. and also the nougats.. it was so yummy.. till now i still remember what she wore on that night when we met at the horse-rider..She was wearing a light green spaghetti stripe and a 3 quarter black pants.. She look absolutely fine with the combination.. I seriously love it..

On the Sat night she was wearing mostly grey... we had Mos burger and went for a movie.. Fast and Furious 4.. The movie was not too bad.. I guess JW kinda like it in a way.. but during the movie my body doesnt seem alright.. i dunno whether you notice or not.. Between my legs.. the muscle keep on cramp.. and the veins were so painful.. i dunno know why.. This is no joke.. Till now i'm kinda scare to go to the doctor to check over the problems.. Anyway. i hope i'm fine.. I dun mind myself to be sick.. but you cannot be sick.. once you're sick.. you gonna break my heart..

That night ended quite alright.. although it was kinda short compare to all the outings we have shared.. i know you were tired also.. Next time if you are really tired.. Rest early ok..

This rainbow was taken when i was my way back from Malacca.. It was raining.. Then the rainbow came out.. But only appear about 2 to 3 min only..

When i was seeing this rainbow.. I hope you were there with me.. the rainbow was so colourful like your personality.. =)

Look how amazing this dust is.. I took this photo through a tinted glass.. Pretty nice hor..

Top 10 Kidnap Listing..

Here's the Top 10 Listing for me to kidnap.. Haha..

Top 10 - Ms Plump Plump (took this pic infront of the "wicked" mirror in Genting Highland.. JW really look cute here)

Top 9 - Ms Mouthstache (took this photo last dec on a Christmas Eve.. was a fun night with you.. without you.. it was nothing at all)

Top 8 - Ms Fair Witch (took this photo at the Night Safari at Singapore.. It was a Halloween night..)

Top 7 - Ms Starbucks (took this photo while we are having coffee at The Cathay.. She was looking at the red cap at New Urban Male.. The cap was pretty cool)

Top 6 - Ms Megastar (took this at The Cathay as well but was outside the toilet.. She was kinda shy at that time.. )

Top 5 - Ms Teddy (took this photo while we are in Genting Highland.. I won the big teddy for her.. i think she kinda like it.. )

Top 4 - Ms Kiddy (Isn't she cute here.. this was taken at the playground nearby JW house.. She really does look like a kid here..)

Top 3 - Ms Pumpkin (Halloween night at Night Safari Singapore.. she smile so charmingly happy here.. i love this photo so much.. )

Top 2 - Ms Smiley (I just love her smile so much.. This pic was taken at BK in Orchard Cineleisure.. You told me that this dress you're wearing was bought in HK.. and you like it so much.. me too..)


Top Priority- Ms Sweet Dreams (She seriously sleep like a baby.. I hope i able to kidnap you so that I able to whisper and kiss you good night everynight for the rest of my life.. )

Gifts from JW..

This is the best gift i ever receive for my birthday.. The cutest gift.. Seriously really cute.. I love it so much dear.. Thank you

This 2 t-shirts are really cool.. I love it so much

This lovely monkey soft toy with heart is really cute too.. But at first look I thought it was something else.. hehe

The nougats and chocolate from Australia.. Really nice.. And JW ate one of the nougat which maroon in color.. Or else the arrangement would be perfect.. Thanks dear..

All the gifts above was in this super nice bags.. When i got this bag from JW.. i was so crazily happy.. I dunno why but just that i know this is from JW.. Thats all.. I love everything of it.. Thanks again dear.. I love you!

Abroad and thinking..

When you're abroad at Sydney for this 5 days.. I try to concentrate on my work and travel as much as possible.. I cant stay at home for a short period also.. I need to travel so that i cant get lonely in my own room.. When i travel i tend to look at alot of things..and think alot of things but anyhow my mind will somehow direct me to you.. your smile and eyes will just energize me and make me so fresh and feel not tired at all.. Actually I have stored some short clips in my head.. so everytime when i miss you or anything that i saw that reminds me of you.. The clips will just automatically play in head..

For example.. when i go mc donald for my meal.. then i'll know if you're there.. you'll surely wrap the serviette along the cup.. and if we are at BK breakfast meals.. no matter what meal you have.. you'll surely spread a little chilly sauce on the burger even on my side and we'll munch together..

I know when we are together we really do enjoy ourselves.. and sometimes i do annoyed you with my stupidity.. Sorry dear..

Different part of the world..

This few days you're so far away from me.. You're at Sydney and i'm at Malaysia different states.. Both of us been traveling around at different part of the world.. And i know i've been quite annoying as in keep on updating you the weather and temperature of Sydney like a weather reporter.. But my motive is to keep you healthy, happy and safe.. I do not want you to catch cold or anything fall sick.. You're my 宝贝..

While i was traveling around at different states of Malaysia.. my mind was just thinking about you.. All i care was just your safety and make sure you're healthy.. do not fall sick.. and pray that you're happy always.. you might be happy but somehow alone at a foreign country doesnt feel very nice at all..

You're the last person in my mind for every night before i sleep.. In my heart i just wanna wish you.. "Sweet dreams and have a good night sleep my dear"

This pic was taken last christmas eve.. We had a great time.. I hope you too dear..
I love this pic to much.. because your smile is really so bright and charming..

0:44 seconds.. and it means alot to me..

Today 17th of April.. The day where JW will fly down south to Sydney for a holiday.. Hope you will enjoy this holiday and I hope is not that rush as last time i went Australia..

The whole purpose i went down to ee-poh is to promote my product and do sales as well.. And directly would like to kill off my competitors products.. My competitor product has been surviving at the fishing equipments market for more than 20 years.. and here i come.. I'm gonna slash all your customers and become mine.. wuahahahahah!!! Just kidding.. but anyway i'm doing my best to get alot of sales..

Today i had a 0.44 seconds of conversation with JW before her flight to Sydney.. really happy that she called.. Thanks dear.. That call really means alot to me.. Although it was a very short one but it was enough to boost my energy..

I love you dear..

This is 1 of happier moments for both of us.. I won a soft toy stitch for JW..
Actually she said that I looked like stitch.. Do i?
But that doesnt matter at all.. The thing that matter is that the beautiful person in this pic makes the whole photo so perfect..

This is the bear bear that i won for her in Genting Highland..
I think she was quite happy with the bear bear i won for her.. Not only 1 but 2 bear bear.. 1 small and 1 big.. and this big bear bear call "2 dollar bear bear".. haha

Alone.. and Breathing

Started my day abit late.. 915am.. because last few days didnt sleep that well.. but last night received 2 messages from JW.. make me feel relieved in a way.. so sleep alitle while more.. took breakfast till 10am.. and went back to my factory to get my staffs get going what's pending..

Pack all the stocks into my vehicle and started my journey to deliver the stocks at about 1030am.. sales for today was not too bad.. able to make 4 figure sales before 1130am.. started journey to Ee-poh at about 12pm..

The weather was pretty hot and sunny.. While i was driving as usual listen to the cd where JW burn for me.. and chew on the gummy.. There were once i almost felt asleep.. Very sien to drive alone.. Before reaching ee-poh manage to stop at few shops and promote my products.. Reached ee-poh at around 6pm.. Thought of wander around but abit tired so look for nice hotel to stay for the night..

Manage to find a few hotels but all kinda filthy.. Then I found this Lucky Hotel.. which is not too bad.. kinda lucky also.. haha. just wonder why there were no windows.. haha.. But the price that i'm paying its pretty reasonable.. Below RM80..

At night around 930.. went down to grab my dinner.. Walk around the town but could not find any food (all the shops here closes kinda early).. This feelings walking around in a foreign places with all unfamiliar faces.. This is not a nice feeling.. I feel very lonely my dear.. I seriously i hope i had you to talk to.. to share everything single things in my mind.. I miss your voice.. Its already the 6th days i did not hear your voice..

i got myself a big gulp while i was walking around ee-poh town alone then..

i found this shop who offer massage services call "Small Wild Cat".. pretty funny.. haha
Very classic leh..

Around 10pm.. manage to get to 7-11 and got myself a Big-Gulp.. my favorite drinks (coke of course).. Then ask the cashier where is nearest restaurant or kopitiam.. It was just around the corner.. 'Ta pau' a packet of nasi lemak and milo ice.. The food was not too bad.. But could not finish it.. Dun have the appetite to eat.. Just wanna lay down on the bed and think about you..

My mind keep on flasing on our Sentosa Island trip (not the night.. but the morning we were taking some really nice photos).. That night at Sentosa we had supper at 7-11, Pahlawan beach.. The food was not too bad at all.. We got ourselves a mat and try to get a nice spot to sit and relax.. and remember the coconut throwing 'challenge'.. It was kinda embarrassed.. I supposed to throw the hollow coconut shell to reach the other side of the beach (Its kinda near) but the coconut was hollow.. so abit hard in a way.. But i really enjoy the whole trip..

That night was not supposed to spend a night out but we were at Vivocity do not know what to do.. But end up spending the night and morning there (Actually we sort of miss the last train from Sentosa Island to Vivocity).. and the Starbucks hot hazelnut drink we had in the morning.. it was so delicious and the muffin too..

a cute foot.. taken when we were playing at the Sentosa beach.. Mizz those moments..

This pic was taken when we were having the fruit ice where the kiwi made your tongue
go numb.. You look so cute.. Your smile and eyes just amaze me..

5th day without you.. and its killing me..

5th day and its counting... for how long? i dunno.. it depends on JW when she will forgive me.. I miss you..

Since early in the morning the rain already started to pour heavily.. and has not stop till late in the afternoon... and its been cloudy since then..

Did nothing much today as been a wet day and not much of a mood to travel around.. so went to the bank and settle some bills for the company.. and open up a current account..

But late in the evening.. As usual I sent her a msg on her mobile and she did reply this time.. i was really happy... the time was 7:39pm... I jump off the dining table and almost hit the ceiling.. haha.. So damn happy.. Never been so happy before.. At least for the last 5 days..

In her msg.. she asked to eat well and take care.. really happy about it.. i know she still care about me.. thanks dear..

Isn't she so lovely?.. hehe..
White lily for her.. I guess she loves it.. She kept on smelling and looking at the lily..
That day I did something wrong so a bouquet of lily to apologize for my mistake..

The Heroes of JiaWen

Actually JW is a real animal lover.. has a heart of an angel (even her look already shows that she's an angel).. She has 3 sons in her house.. Now let me introduce to you guys...

The eldest brother Mr Thunder (Siberian Husky).. He's really playful.. love to eat.. love to rest.. but one macho fella..

I miss the time when i run with you Thunder.. the big field and below the MRT railways.. Miss those moments.. I do not know whether I'll still have such a priviledge to run with you anymore.. But lets cross our finger and pray ok.. but you have to cross your legs ya.. hehe take care bro..



Miss JW and the macho guy, Mr Thunder.. what a great combination and partner..


Feeding time.. My fingers almost gone man..


The picture above is Mr Thunder and Mr Cloudy (owner JW eldest brother) resting in a room.. Its dog and cat ok.. in 1 room..

The second brother is Mr Lilo (Pomeranian). This fella really did pissed me off once.. He actually did piss on me while i was watching some reality show with JW.. At first i felt a little warm liquid flowing down on my feet.. then i look at my feet.. i saw one of Mr Lilo back leg was up.. then i jump up.. what a surprised.. haha.. Thank you Mr Lilo.. He's one classy dog..





The youngest son is Mr Xiao Bai. Dun see him as an angel.. So white and furry.. This fella is pretty fierce 1 leh.. He dare to even fight with a dog.. Trust me.. I saw it..


This 2 little fella have fight before.. Although is not a real fight.. but Mr Xiao Bai has the courage for it..

Below is JW past heroes.. I dun have much stories with them.. But aren't both of them so cute..

Mr Bunny..



And Mr Fei Fei (the sleeping guy, below).. JW pick Fei Fei out of the crowd because he's the one sleeping so soundly even being stepped by his companion here and there.. I think he should be very tired fella.. haha..


This Fei Fei was sleeping on top of JW tummy.. Look how cute he is.. (and the tummy too!)