Anyway.. today is the 3rd Day without you my JW.. No news.. No calls.. No Messages.. Its pretty hard for me to start my everyday my dear..
Today 13th of April.. just came back from Kelantan and Terenganu for my business trip.. went both of this places to do new sales and visit some of my previous customers..
Started my journey to come back at around 745am from Kelantan.. I have drive at least 12 hours and a half to reach back my place in Kulim, Kedah.. Approximately 700km I have travel..
Just now when i was driving back.. the road from Kota Bharu to Grik was really dangerous.. the road was narrow and slippery (raining since afternoon).. it was really really dark and it was in the jungle.. (the time i reach that place was around 6pm+.. Its getting dark and creepy.. Serious! no joke..) The road was really quiet.. i just scare that the wild elephants and other animals will be on the road and block my way.. But thank god it was kinda clear.. but not as clear as i thought.. haha.. i saw alot of big pile of elephants sh*ts along the road.. Seriously it was really disgusting..
During this journey to and back.. Beside business was in my mind.. The second was you.. All the memories keep on playing in my mind.. The freshest memories was last week.. my birthday and the weekend..
(Thats why i able to drive 12 hours without stopping and not feeling tired.. You were 'there' in the car with me..) =)
You have companied me for 2 days.. we celebrated my birthday with a cake, some doughnuts and drinks.. its very sweet and lovely.. i really love it and enjoy every single moment with you.. It was very cozy evening..
You have perfect the moment and me.. Without you.. it was nothing at all..
We had a nice and teary talk after that.. I need that kind of talk to talk things out..
I do know now is a time where you need to cool off.. You have been quite pressured.. I'm so sorry.. and i'm really sincere about it.. No matter how long do i need to wait.. I will wait for you..
You have planted a seed in me.. a seed of luv.. which is growing now.. I do hope this tree will have 'peaches' after growing from it..
You take care my dear.. No matter what happen now or in the future.. i will always be with you.. Just call me anytime that you want.. my phone will never be off..
I love you! (i'm sorry that this blog maybe not for all ppl.. It might just dedicated to my love one.. JW)
This facebook page i took using my phone camera because it was the birthday wish from JW.. I afraid that facebook will discard the older post.. I want it to be remain in my memory.. Thanks dear..
This so called mountain i took while i was driving back alone.. The weather at the east coast is really unpredictable.. and always really wet.. Rain! Rain! Rain! But its quite a nice scenery..
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